I MISS YOU.

A million times I fall, You are always here to catch me.

A million times I was at the edge of life, You were here.
A million times I find it so hard to love, You still love me.
For who I am.

Jesus, I am nothing without You in my life.
In my darkest moment of life, You are always so encouraging.
I neglected, I always turn away from Your kindness.
But You still, love.
The gracious You, I took You for grated.

I am sinful, please keep me.
The commandments, it's written black and white.
But I still choose to break Your heart.

Jesus, please forgive me for being so sinful.
Please hug me tightly and never let me go.
Please continue to throw abundance of love to me.

In life, I make alot of mistakes.
When I look back, I felt really useless being on earth.
But I felt worthy in You.
Please give me strength.

Jesus, I have struggles.
Like everyone else, I cannot accept who I am today.
Looking back at all the mistakes.
I don't know what am I doing with my life.

You teach me, won't you?
You heard me, did you?
Mend my heart, can you?

I have nowhere to go, no idea where to go.
You are always my light in my life.
I love You, endlessly.

MY SMALL LIL TALENT.

It's one tiring week.

Roadshows, and roadshows.

Which makes me realize time flew faster then usual.

And manage to kill my boredom with some artistic genes in me.

Pardon me for my nudeness, I knw I am suck without a makeover.

Came to realize I was once an art student, then a fashion design student.

Now I am doing things that is totally not relevant.

Faint*

I manage to find some photos I took with darling qian.

I think last week or something.

I definately miss this clique of people, you shld know who u are.

Let's party soon please please please.

And obviously I miss baby, alright two more days to friday!!!

I will hold on there!!!

IT'S A COOLGOOD WEEKEND.

3 Oct 2009

It's jose mummy's boy boy ovaltine's bday! Sorry milo is not there.
Anyway, I was intending to head down to powerhouse.
But because I love baby, I headed home.

I had a great fun, simple nice weekend.
It's nice to know that I am needed at times.

Btw, I spoke to my dad the other night.
After four years without seeing him.
Fifteen years without talking to him face to face.
It's very touch, though I hate my parents so much.
Because I always feel that they failed being a parent.

But on the other hand, I realize I still forgive.
Because ultimately, my blood runs the genes of theirs.
No matter what it's a fact that
they are my one and only blood related parents on earth.

I am thankful, I am contented of my well being.
Esp, Jesus has been good looking me through the darkest time.
I cried while I was speaking to dad because I know I am rmb at last.

Nineteen years without a proper family.
Without much guidance about life.
I am still doing good, I will still be doing good.

I will be a good person. Haha.

SAY IT AGAIN.

30 Sep 2009

Adding some photos to this blog before it become almost dead.
Ok, Out to town with Jose Mummy & Cheng Hsiang Kor Kor.
To Orchard Central, The Heeren, Cineleisure.

:D:D:D

DARLING BDAY PART 2.

It's tuesday! Another four days to weekend!
Another five days to lover jinman 19th bday!
Another 8days to pay day!
Another dunno how many days before I see Roy.
Rah~

Credits most pictures to Jimmy.
Now, I know $5000 camera is so damn good.
Haha.

Maybe someday I shall join some make up courses.
Seems really interesting to beautify girls.

Baby, when are you giving me one of this bouquet. :X

And I saw lover while heading to social house eh. :D

QIANQIAN BDAY!

HAPPY SWEET 17 to darling!

WARNING: HEAVY IMAGE!

Alright let me upload some today, some another day.

Our girls went party and I go on later to SOHO with darling Audrey and Shuana.

:D:D:D:D:D to the nice long weekend!!!