HOT SUMMER DAY.

Caught the movie with Roy.
This is like only the fifth movie we catch eversince we know each other.
Nice, sweet, romantic and touching.

ST500!

Since Roy bought me this,

I guess blog is not going to be dead from this day onwards.
Yayness~

Ok, it's good to be friends, maybe very good friends.
I understand this, love each other doesn't need to be together.
Haha~

Or rather it's better to be friends than enemies.
Ok, stop my nonsense and upload the pictures.
From Kallang to Cineleisure to Powerhouse to Sabai Sabai.

LET YOU GO.

I left again, pretty sure this time I will not be a silly girl to u turn again.
To cut it short, when the relationship has got a big hole no matter how much I tried to mend the hole.
But the hole dunno why just keep expanding bigger and bigger till I cant mend it anymore.
I tried my best, I guess it's pretty obvious I tried my best.

But when a person don't appreciate, stop loving you anymore.
I know it's also pretty obvious to let each other go already.
Even the pain maybe unbearable.
But I have to move on I know, to make life easier for both of us.
I have to learn to change habit of not to return to Upp Thomson anymore.

I guess I have to stop blinded by love in my life.
I have been blinded by love for 2years.
And I think I got awake abit, as in I don't think about past anymore.
Life have to move on, I have been always thinking for others.
And neglected myself.

It's time to really do what I want to do in life and stop wasting my life-time.
I seriously need to get back school and fulfill my dreams.
I need to getaway awhile to renew my mind and soul.
I will pause relationship in life, cos there are really alot of things much more impt.

I used to think I can't live without Roy,
then I guess I have to learn to control my thoughts and my action.
I have been following instructions for too long and lost my ownself.

I will stop thinking stupid stuff like ending life, bcos life has so much more for me to explore.
I love jill, I love life.
I will do a better job in future.

SORRY SORRY.

Though many have said, but like everyone says decision is still mine.
My life I choose to walk the way I want.
Maybe I should stop thinking like 'laoahma' anymore.
Think less, care less, everything less abit my life will be much better.

LUV COMES AROUND, GOES AROUND.

It's never ending, 2 years still so complicated.
I guess if we are simple than life will not be so happening ah~

Anyway, I am damn tired cos I only slpt 45minutes today.
Textile centre is a heart attack. But he managed to fight back.
Heng ah~

I dunno why he just loves to always ask me the same question.
Why do you still loves me when my life is so fcuk up and I am good for nothing?
Then I will always answer, I always ask Jill this question too.

And I know even one day if you left with nothing I will still be here for you.
And if you have nothing good , I am not that good as well ah.
I've known you 3 years not 3 days, those most shitty times also seen before already ya.
No one is perfect.

I know both of us have flaws, we always make each other disappointed.
Always tells each other white lies in order not to hurt each other.
I am not a good girlfriend to be I know, bcos I tried to be nice and everything.
Here and to him, but I know sometimes I am just too hash on certain things.
Hurt myself, hurt you and love ones.

Human beings always try to potray a good image of themselves.
To protect themselves and to let people see that they are nice and perfect.
But when you tend to know each other too long, then we will start to encounter problems.
Bcos we will know each others good and flaws.

Just like us, alot of things I choose to close two eyes in order to let both of us better.
Better as in, in front of yours and my family and friends and both of us.
Anyway, already walk thus far so tough.
Just continue to fcuk it, heck it lah.

I AM FCUKING HELL WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEP RIGHT NOWWW!
6PM PLEASE FASTER COME!!!!

Sibei broken english, fcuk it alright!

CNY 2010.

Chinese new year is always so boring, because all the places are closed.
And I have to rot at home.

Anyway, it has been awhile since I post a lengthy pictures post.

Since Audrey Lim Li-ting did a great favour to post all the pics on facebook.
I shall grab the chance to share the pictures we took just yesterday with my dream camera.
Sumsung ST550!!! It's just awesome.

So, it was Sabai Sabai again!

But this time it's a little different bcos I brought a special guest along.
YES, Jill's biological mummy!

Tell ya all a little secret alright, though mummy is 50 this year

but she used to bring me to pubs at Tanjong Pagar when I was just 16! So don't play play.

She's is not just 'IN' and happening to club with us the young generation people!

She just loves it like Jill do as well!

I love mummy deep deep, though in life I admit we make both disappointed at times. Ultimately, I cannot deny the fact that she's my closest and only kinship that I had on earth.

And here we go!

YES I OSO LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS AS MUCH!

We are bff and sisters forever!