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Promises, they are meant to be broken.
True love, are not meant forever.
Thanks for the 375days being here.

I left all my memories behind my back.
And a big scar that has been made,
I remember so that next time I will remind myself not to fall for it again.

GOODBYE FOREVER.

I don't know how many times will we face the break up like again and again.
Seems like never end.
I guess this time I will put a full stop and move on.

I guess I always cannot stop this relationship bcos I dont know how to let go.
I always look back the things we have been through.
I always look back the effort that I tried to mend each and every trials we had.
So as to make sure the relationship will last.

I don't love to try and error in relationship.
Bcos I feel that we should face problems and grow together.
If you ever ask me did I regret, yes I did.
I did regret knowing Roy, I did regret to fall in love with him deeply.

But I guess life comes with regrets so that I can learn something out of it.
This time I let go and make sure I will not turn back.
I will not pray hard because I believe I can move on without him.

And I will never tear anymore because of us.
Because I will leave those memories we had behind my back.
So that I will never had a chance to look at it. And try to hold back again.
Like many other times.

I am Jill, I am twenty going to twenty one years old.
I don't know what or how life will be in front of me.
Recently, boss told me something that I think is meaningful.
In life, I never look back but keep looking forward.
I choose to learn to never look back.

I will go back school, I will learn things that I always wanted to.
I want to be a strong and independent woman.
I will go back to church, change everything and start anew.

If anyone ever come back to read this blog.
Sorry, if I have left all of your lives. I change number, stop my facebook and msn.
So that I can start a new life.

And I don't know when will I meet that perfect man.
I say goodbye to my first love.
And welcome my last love.
I will let God to decide, because I trust my life to rely on Him.