BE AMEND.

I love Friday and Saturday.
I love my world revolving around you.
I love every min and sec you are here by my side. :D

I love hugging you to sleep.
I love watching movie together.
I love nightlife with you.

I love weekend.
I love my kit kat provider.
I love everything about you.

I love you, till eternity I will still be here just for you. :D

REFRESH.

I've done with my second blog, I called it '' MY SECRET PLACE''.
No one will sees it, it's all about my thoughts about, ya... baby boy.

So I'll update here again, when I feel there's a need to. (:

I LOVE YOU, ENDLESSLY.

NO MONDAY BLUES!

Now, I know how love works.
True love means when you are so tired, yet you find warmth.
When I think about baby boy, I'll smile.



Everything is just right.
And my God gave me a powerful message today, again.

" You can't enjoy today if you're worrying about the past or the future."

From christnotes.com, and ya I tear again.
Jesus, You can be more sweet than this.

I'm looking forward to my boring, yet not so boring weekend.
Meeting up nanny's family, service.



I miss Shawn Adams too, my nanny's grandson.
Not angmo, he's a mix blood of chinese and malay.



Aw~ so cute.

ONE GLORIOUS DAY.

It's been a year since I last step into this place called church.
This month has been very long, very difficult for me.
If you are one of those very very very very close ones you should know.

For a moment, I ask God why?
Why did you chose me?

Remember that day I posted up a post.
So much I have been wanting to go church for the longest time.
I was listening to praise and worship songs.
And I teared terribly.

Suddenly, a ex-schoolmate of mine.
Came to talk to me on msn, asking me to go church.
We hardly talk, the last time we chat was one and a half year ago.

I know it was Him.
For a moment I doubted, I ask her.
How do you know is God who told you so?
She don't know how to answer, she said.
She sense it, for a moment she doubted.
She overcame her fear to talk to me.
Because she know is weird to ask people to go church this way.

I didn't reject.
I accepted it, I cried more terribly.
Because I know He is real, He is still always so real to me.

Today, I almost wanted to back up.
But, I didn't because I was reminded from what I've taught previously.
When you don't feel like going to church,
the more you should go.
Because He has a word for you.

So I went, the journey.
I was listening to worship songs.
I suddenly remember the very first time.
I accepted Him as a saviour, 8 years ago.

I know holy spirit was with me throughout the service.
Even I am now typing, I just tear a moment ago.

As I cried out to Him about my burden and trouble.
I open out my notes, I turn to this sermon notes I've note down.
About a year ago, the title of the sermon was "Trouble will come".
It's a sermon from my previous church, by Pastor Daniel.

I read the first sentence, it touches me from the bottom of my heart.
I cried, for the longest time.
It goes, "grieve is not the last day of rest but a starting of a wonderful day."

You thought that's it, ya I thought that's it too.
Then I opened out the bible, the first page I flip to was...
Jeremiah 15:11-20

I know He's real.
After so long, after I run so far.
After so many sins and shame.
He is still here for me.
He still never break His promise.
He still never forsake.
Even I know I am so hard to love.
But He still love.

Jesus, I love You.

A GIMPSE OF LIFE.

Mr R, I miss miss miss weekend with you around.
I am rotting at home.
Another two weeks to suffer through.

Ya, I went to church.
Awesome, I know no matter where I run to.
God is watching, God is still... with me.
Always faithful, always love.

Thank you, Jesus.
My beautiful saviour.

I'M LOVIN IT.

I LOVE THIS, DON'T YOU? :X