Friday, December 25, 2009

FIRST LOVE.

The last time, seriously finally.
Sad, I don't deny the fact I am sad.
Who broke up will not feel sad.
Lol.

But when you know the relationship cant continue anymore you have go no choice.
But to let go.
Ya, I cried bcos it started all with a sweet essence but it's not like this anymore.
I cried because i miss the past.
I cried and tell myself I am not going to dwell with it for long.

I love, I really love this guy damn hell lots.
But I know I have to learn to love myself more.
Since his heart already died for you, there's no way for me to hold on.

No matter what, I treasure this love.
Till now, I am still treasuring.
Six months, two years of knowing him.
I thought I can see the word 'last' in us but yaa...

It's okay, maybe one day when he learns to turn back and look.
Maybe there's still 0.01 percent of chance.

For now, I want to live a great life without him.
I always thought I can't live without him by my side.
But I know it's time for me to learn already.

Lastly, thank you for loving me Roy. (:



This will always be the song, that song to always remember you.
Like the lyrics says,
' You will always be inside my heart,
There will always be a place in my heart just for you.
I hope that I have a place in your heart too.'

This song, followed me two years. That two years without you.
It'll still follow me through the next 10, 20 years.

I will always remember someone like you, that I ever once love most in life.

1 comment:

  1. Thanks for loving me for the last 188 days,Hope he do a better job than I do.. Sorry if I really disappointed you. Wish he can make all your dreams come true. Especially your Singapore flyer, as well as all the countries you wanted to go. Take care.

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